Suicide Note from Charles Carl Roberts IV’s, A truly disturbed & Sick Man

Suicide Note to wife


“I guess sick and evil, those are two good words, but it’s something I guess that was festering inside of him and it was fear of repeating it,” said Cipos.

Roberts wife, Marie, painted a loving picture of her husband who she said in a statement was a, “kind and loving man.”

Marie’s words are a stark contrast to her husband’s last words, written in a suicide note:

“I don’t know how you put up with me all those years. I am not worthy of you, you are the perfect wife you deserve so much better. We had so many good memories together as well as the tragedy with Elise. It changed my life forever I haven’t been the same since it affected me in a way I never felt possible. I am filled with so much hate, hate toward myself hate towards God and unimaginable emptiness it seems like everytime we do something fun I think about how Elise wasn’t here to share it with us and I go right back to anger.” (CBS3)

Shooting timeline

Police: School killer told wife he molested family members


Police Tuesday display gunman’s checklist including eyebolts, a hose, bullets, guns and earplugs.

Story Highlights

• School gunman’s suicide note says he was dreaming of molesting children again
KY Jelly found in classroom where he shot girls, five fatally, on Monday
• Gunman said he molested relatives 20 years ago, but family said it knew nothing
• Pennsylvania police investigating motive for Amish school rampage (CNN)

What Possessed Charles Carl Roberts IV to Kill 5 Innocent School Girls … States He Molested Kids Years Ago

There are crimes and then there are crimes. What would possess a 32 year old man to kill harmless school girls? That is the question that everyone is struggling with the day after Charles Carl Roberts gunned down and killed 5 young Amish school girls.

The two latest deaths occurred overnight as a 9 and 7 year old girl passed away from the injuries suffered from their gun shot wounds. These are unthinkable acts and one wonders what Charles Carl Roberts was playing out in his mind over what transpired some 20 years ago.


A 9-year-old girl who had been taken to Christiana Hospital in Delaware died at about 1 a.m. Tuesday, hospital spokesman Spiros Mantzavinos said. A 7-year-old girl died about 4:30 a.m. at Penn State Children’s Hospital in Hershey, hospital spokeswoman Amy Buehler Stranges said.

“Her parents were with her,” Stranges said. “She was taken off life support and she passed away shortly after.” (Breitbart)

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Another School Shooting … 6 Dead in Lancaster County, PA Amish School Shooting (Suspect: Charles Carl Roberts IV)

What is going on? Reports are that 6 people have been confirmed dead in an Amish School AmishschoolshootHouse shooting in Lancaster County, PA. What has been triggering this rash of school shootings where people feel that this is the proper outlet for their anger and frustrations? Earlier today there was another gun incident as well at a southern Nevada High School where schools went into lock down.

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