Suicide Note from Charles Carl Roberts IV’s, A truly disturbed & Sick Man

Suicide Note to wife

“I guess sick and evil, those are two good words, but it’s something I guess that was festering inside of him and it was fear of repeating it,” said Cipos.

Roberts wife, Marie, painted a loving picture of her husband who she said in a statement was a, “kind and loving man.”

Marie’s words are a stark contrast to her husband’s last words, written in a suicide note:

“I don’t know how you put up with me all those years. I am not worthy of you, you are the perfect wife you deserve so much better. We had so many good memories together as well as the tragedy with Elise. It changed my life forever I haven’t been the same since it affected me in a way I never felt possible. I am filled with so much hate, hate toward myself hate towards God and unimaginable emptiness it seems like everytime we do something fun I think about how Elise wasn’t here to share it with us and I go right back to anger.” (CBS3)

Shooting timeline

Police: School killer told wife he molested family members

Police Tuesday display gunman’s checklist including eyebolts, a hose, bullets, guns and earplugs.

Story Highlights

• School gunman’s suicide note says he was dreaming of molesting children again
• KY Jelly found in classroom where he shot girls, five fatally, on Monday
• Gunman said he molested relatives 20 years ago, but family said it knew nothing
• Pennsylvania police investigating motive for Amish school rampage (CNN)